Is it?

"Unfulfilled love is the most romantic"-X movie

I analyzed the quote afterwards and I realized that it may be true. Both people involved would always be thinking about the other person.I could probably live with that because of my way of seeing life.I would probably not see it as a burden but a interesting story to tell the person doing a E! True Hollywood Story on me .Before I came to the silly conclusion that I was okay with it I thought I would absolutely not be okay with it because it's also a form of psychological torture. However, being the person that has to date someone with an unfulfilled love would be hard . I would never want to be the second choice or the person they had to settle with.

"Vicky Cristina Barcelona" was the movie.The line has stuck with me and now I'm going to ask people if it's true.

Slow Death

My computer has been dying. I hope it makes it through but I doubt it. It has symptoms only dying computers have. It has a virus, we probably didn't practice safe browsing.

I've been making lists in my head of topics I'm going to write about.However I've been saddened by my computers health.

Mom

My mom is in Mexico and I miss her very much. Normally we have breakfast together and watch some lame show on T.V. Today I had breakfast by myself , a bagle and two eggs ( and coffee). I miss her because she does weird little things to show her love for me. There were strong winds and rain yesterday and if she would have been here she would have taken me to school. However she was gone and I had to walk to the stop with the wind and rain .

Have fun mum! Enjoy the margaritas.

QUOTE

You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have-iTouch

My brother found this quote in his iTouch and it's very true.The few times when I never thought I could actually get through anything is when I realized that in reality I'm a tough little cookie.

X.M.M

Hace un año estaba en Mexico sentada en el piso del cuarto de mi hermana Xochitl.Sentada porque estaba limpiando el cuarto. El cuarto que es nuestro cuando voy cada año. Empece por la ropa que dejabamos tirada todas las mañanas que ella se cambiaba para irse a trabajar y yo para hacer nada mas que escuchar musica y platicar con los abuelitos. Sin importarme si la ropa era mia o no la meti a los cajones.



Despues de recoger la ropa me fije debajo de la cama para sacar los zapatos que Xochitl suele acumular. Tenia aproximadamente veinte pares, unos tan viejos que dudo le quedarian. Despues de tirar algunos pares me diriji al escritorio.Encontre viejas cartas de amigos y tarjetas de cumpleaños que habia recibido cuando cumplio 23(tenia 28).Encontre fotos con gente que no le habla y con gente que no recuerda. El escritorio tenia todo menos lo que uno espera cuando recurre a uno.Cuando termine el escritorio ya habia oscurecido.

Cuando vi progreso me sente a organizar los papeles que tenian cara de importancia.

Abri un cajon para buscar espacio.Entontre una foto de una niña cortando un pastel.Voltie la foto y decia 'Xochitl'.Al ver la foto me puse a analizar la vida de mi hermana. Y en medio de todos los papeles me puse a llorar. Me conmovio por muchas razones que solo Xochitl sabe. Me puse a pensar en la niña de la foto y en la vida que le esperaba.

No una vida mala pero un vida que solo ella puede explicar y solo uno puede tratar de entender. Lloraba porque apezar de todo Xochitl es una de las mejores personas que e conocido en mi vida.Despedirme de ella nunca es facil pero nunca temo que por la distancia diminuya nuestro amor.Su nobleza, su sentido de humor, su habilidad de poder perdonar hace que sea imposible olvidarla.

Me robe su foto. La puse en mi cartera y permanece ahi.

Love is Love

We are a week from V day and this is my way of contributing to the commercial holiday.

Love is Love. No matter who you love, love brings up the same feelings anywhere. Whether you are a man in love with a woman or a man in love with a man. Love is Love.Why are we okay with showing kids violence but not okay with seeing two people of the same sex holding hands?

Being a man is not about how many women he has slept with or how many fights he has been in. Being a man is about being kind and being the best human being possible.

We all have the same biological symptoms when in love . Why not try and relate rather than criticize?Imagine being in love with someone and not being able to hold hands for fear of what others might yell at you?

Love is Love people.

My First...

...Spanish post coming tomorrow.

Exciting and Weird. My Spanish is good but not great when it comes to writing it.

We shall see.

I hope it's ok. Actually I hope the person that it's aimed for likes it.

Happy Gilmore

I was a big fan of Gilmore Girls when it aired and I'm not ashamed to admit it.
I loved the smart writing and witty lines which is where I learned how to deviate serious conversations with a funny ( or so I thought) comment.

I miss that show but I'm glad it walked away with grace and dignity. I liked the relationship between the mother and daughter ( Lorelai and Rory).

Lorelai has Rory when she's just 16 and raises her by herself and they both grow up together.

Any who I was reminiscing of the years I used to watch the show and I realized how much I liked it.

HE

I misspelled He in one of the posts.

I've been distracted and I will not be anymore.

The Zoo

It's been a while but the zoo would provide pretty photographs.

*sigh*

Camera

I need a camera and I should find one soon before I go insane. We were driving down a street the other day and I saw a man in a cowboy hat and he was carrying a guitar. He was walking with another man (small entourage?) and they seemed to be disappointed .

Which is why I need a camera. My biological father gave me one a few years ago that does not work or I might have damaged it without knowing. In my defense I should probably mention that the camera was old. It was probably used in the seventies by some struggling photographer .

I should probably throw it away but I can use it as a self defense weapon in case there is ever an intruder in my house.

Who knows right?

"Dad" is out of the picture all of my life and unknowingly saves daughter's life.

Reading...

The Kommandant's Girl by Pam Jenoff


Great book about a Jewish girl working as an assistant to a Nazi officer. He thinks she's a Polish girl when in fact it's all just a cover up. She escaped from the ghetto .Also, she's married.

Sad story with a strange romantic plot.